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Finding Patience (Again)

At the risk of sounding bratty, I will say that I am annoyed. I know what you're thinking - get over it, Nan! Trust me, I am thinking that, too. My sense of annoyance comes from many sources. From mundane household chores (we have to fold laundry again?!) to the huge and crushing problems of racism and rising infection rates. From not seeing people to seeing them and wishing I could hide in the produce aisle. From being in my house all the time to finding that when I do go somewhere, I am almost immediately ready to come home. From people's opinions - especially those that are misinformed or just plain nuts - to remembering that it is the right of all of humans to have and share their opinions. From waiting for a Back to School that might never come. From wanting to be productive, but not really having the creativity or flow right now. The list is long.  Years ago I enrolled in a mindfulness class. I was a flunkie and spent most the hour long classes making mental grocery lists